Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Wide Awake

I'm wide awake
Not losing any sleep
I picked up every piece
And landed on my feet

Some days are better than others. My horoscope today read, “ No one can be good all the time, but give it your best shot today. “ Exactly my thought. I guess the past few months I was surviving. Putting one foot in front of the other, following my 3 hr plan, and recovering. Now I feel like I am actually living. It has been so long since I felt this way. I remember a moment last year probably close to a year ago when I felt like this, full of life. Happy. Healthy. I finally woke up out of this pain and I’m moving forward. Not just existing, but living life, doing what I want, seeing who I want, staying home when I want. God is good. He hears our prayers and He sees exactly what we need. Life hurts, God heals and I am living proof. I’m wide awake.